Remains

As I lay my head on my bedroom floor
Flashes of dreams collides my sanity
Vivid images of you, I crave for more
Your scent on my skin, feeds my vanity

You stayed as an illusion, you're unreachable
Allured by your voice, I'm imprisoned
I tried to preserve you in my world, I wasn't able
I was deranged, I was demented, I was mislaid.

Fragments of your existence still remains
I still hear you whispering in my ear
My imagination has failed me once again
Keeping me alive, keeping me insane.

The remains of what there is left behind. Keeping you alive, but delusional at the same time. 

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Crude and Obscene

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Imperfect, unpolished, unwanted
Is how we were when we first met
Almost dying, barely breathing
Liquor drenched lips, burning eyes.


By chance we met each other
reading each other's obscene thoughts
exchanging deranged ideas
exploring everything we could think of


Blood drenched souls, Dark schemes
Killing them in our dreams
The same passion, the same lust
We were once crude, but now we're only obscene. 

After ages of my writer's block, here's a poem that goes out for my soul-mate. I like how evil we can be, and yet understand each other. Like I said, you're the male version of me, and I'm the female version of you. Too bad you're on the other side of the world. For my How could I not miss you? 

Lots and Lots

I can't put my thought into words. A lot has happen. A lot has changed. Might talk bout it next time.

Till then.

Full Metal Alchemist: Brotherhood Season 2

Finally! After five years of wait, FMA is back! Bigger and better. The success of the manga which was made way back 2003 was aired in series after 6 months. The first season lasted for a year! With 51 episodes. The series stayed in life with the manga in the first half, the other half just went wrong! SPOILER: In the end, Al was transformed back to his original child self with no memories of whatsoever happened between the times he was in the "tin can" form, and Edward was transported to the "Hitler" times. Kinda disappointed when I finished that anime. I never had thought of reading the manga (I don't know why) but I am so so super duper hyped with the new season!

You can download it (with a streaming capturing downloader) at http://www.chia-anime.com I tell you the quality is great if you download it! as in HQ!
As of today (4-11-09), there are 2 episodes out.
Go watch!
Edit: And yeah, twas listening to the opening song.. The voice was familiar.. turns out to be I was right! The opening song is entitled AGAIN and it's by YUI! I bet she has a new album out! And I didn't heard about it!
SO HYPED!!!!

Spontaneous Rants and Blurbs

April 7 marks the spot for my last day of OJT. I'm glad I'm finished.. 130 hours more to go next sem! At least I finished my required time this semester. I have no ideas or thoughts to return to that company, why? Well if you'd travel 2-3 hours on the way to work.. will you? It's very tiring, really! But hey., the company is good, the tasks that I do is really related to my line (unlike other OJTers out there.XD) I'm planning to look for a company that is near my school.

Honestly, in my last day of work, when I left the building, I felt sad. I'd never get to see the people I spent a hundred and thirty hours with. There was a feeling of regret to leave the place. It's like moving on to another chapter of my life. I felt attached to the people I always spend time with. I wonder what it would feel when I leave school.

Moving on, I got my new prescribed lens with a grade of 2.25 (Left) and 2.00 (Right). It's my first time to have lens with different grades (I wish I made it equal). I'm so struggling right now, my head hurts because I'm not used to wearing lens with different grades.. STRUGGLING.

Spent Holy Week at the house, nothing to do really. Been idling, playing billiards (twice) in the neighborhood  (like 30 steps away from the house), eating barbecues with high school friends, playing restaurant city, sorority life and vampire wars in facebook, watching movies. B O R I N G. Spent the 3rd, 4th, 5th and 6th of April in Batangas, with my church family. Photos in Facebook and Multiply.

Twas watching Bridal Wars last night.

How are you feeling? Fine. Fine is not a feeling.

What are your opinions in this one I truly believe that fine is not a feeling.

Edit: In my last day of work, I strolled the lanes, paths malls of Eastwood City. Twas lovely at night. Love the lights.