I've been feeling a lot lately and I've been hiding it since I met you. Let me tell you about a girl who's name start with M and ends in I, the sugar-coated b1tch who feels like she's on top of the world. A hypocrite. You go steal off some of my friends and play with them, after you're done with them, you go on to the next thing. Live up with your reputation that you're one a-hole, a 5lutty b1tch. You're a shame to the community, you're very existence is a disgrace. You should die and rot in hell. All I wanna do is tear your insides out and fry them in in your dying state. I wanna grab your hair and pull you to the streets so that you get clobbered by a truck and eventually get crushed. I wanna stick a pen in your eyes so you go blind. I don't want you to see the light, all I want to show you is the darkness you have within your soul. I wanna choke you with a wire and I want to see you vomiting blood and your insides. I wanna dissect you with a scalpel and play with your black, black heart. I'll be your nightmare , and as long I'm alive, you'll be in living hell. I wanna sew your lips together so you'd shut the hell up. Your only place here in earth is death.
I hate you.
Saturday, February 16, 2008
Monday, February 4, 2008
The Twelve Days of Stagnation
Finally I'm back. Another chapter in my blog. My internet was down for twelve days. Why? Unpaid bills, and don't ask. I thought it was like the end of the world, cause the internet, IS MY WORLD. I know what you people would say, "Get a life, live a life, and stop living your fantasies in the internet. Go out, have fun, live your reality. ILLUSIONADA." Well, let me tell you people, I am living my life, I go to school, I have fun, I go to parties, I sure do make a good job in rockin' MY world. Another part of my life is the internet, and it is not just a day-dream. Seriously, you can HAVE a life in the internet. Don't give me the, "Go find a job in real life", well let me tell you, it ain't easy in my place, it's cause of the culture, (wanna know how? Leave a comment or PM me. =D)
Did you guys have ever played The Sims? 1 and 2? Notice in the release of The Sims1, the internet is not that centralized back then. What's my point? Notice the computer, all you can do is play with it or find a job. The release of The Sims2 was the rise of technology that time, so as you have noticed, the computer has more functions, you can play, find a job and CHATTING IN THE INTERNET. Thus, boosting your social bar status (Mind you, it's very hard to have a full social bar in The Sims1. People you're talking to in the line would hang up in a matter of seconds or you have to go to a neighbor if you don't have kids or a partner.). Relating it to real life, the internet is another way to communicate, it's actually filling my social bar. What do you think I'm supposed to do at home? Talk to my dog or my cat? I don't talk the people in my place, so it's very boring.
For the past twelve days, I spend a lot of my time sleeping and at school. I'd go home late so that when I get home, the only thing that I will be looking for is my bed. Spending too much time outside the house means spending more money, and that's not a good thing, especially for me. @#$%. So then I decided to open my computer and do something productive. I tried photoshopping, but I didn't have anything in mind what to do. It's like my artistic soul was sucked up because there ain't no internet. .____. BUT then I discovered there is a GBA emulator installed in my computer with some roms. What did I played? Breath of Fire2. LOL, it sure did ate my time and it was worth it, even if it's lame for others. I was playing that gamed until the internet went back up (Haven't finished it yet since th internet is distracting me ;p).
Well, that's pretty much of my rant. And ooh, I've watched some old and not so old movies I haven't watched before, "Ocean's 13", "Pirates of the Carribean: At World's End", "Nanny Diaries", "I am Legend", "National Treasure: Book of secrets." That's it.
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Did you guys have ever played The Sims? 1 and 2? Notice in the release of The Sims1, the internet is not that centralized back then. What's my point? Notice the computer, all you can do is play with it or find a job. The release of The Sims2 was the rise of technology that time, so as you have noticed, the computer has more functions, you can play, find a job and CHATTING IN THE INTERNET. Thus, boosting your social bar status (Mind you, it's very hard to have a full social bar in The Sims1. People you're talking to in the line would hang up in a matter of seconds or you have to go to a neighbor if you don't have kids or a partner.). Relating it to real life, the internet is another way to communicate, it's actually filling my social bar. What do you think I'm supposed to do at home? Talk to my dog or my cat? I don't talk the people in my place, so it's very boring.
For the past twelve days, I spend a lot of my time sleeping and at school. I'd go home late so that when I get home, the only thing that I will be looking for is my bed. Spending too much time outside the house means spending more money, and that's not a good thing, especially for me. @#$%. So then I decided to open my computer and do something productive. I tried photoshopping, but I didn't have anything in mind what to do. It's like my artistic soul was sucked up because there ain't no internet. .____. BUT then I discovered there is a GBA emulator installed in my computer with some roms. What did I played? Breath of Fire2. LOL, it sure did ate my time and it was worth it, even if it's lame for others. I was playing that gamed until the internet went back up (Haven't finished it yet since th internet is distracting me ;p).
Well, that's pretty much of my rant. And ooh, I've watched some old and not so old movies I haven't watched before, "Ocean's 13", "Pirates of the Carribean: At World's End", "Nanny Diaries", "I am Legend", "National Treasure: Book of secrets." That's it.
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